Right now i am in my psych rotation at Immanuel Hospital and this week proved to be one hell of a week for me. Not only did i have my clinical paperwork to get done (which is more time consuming than anything) but i have part of a paper to write, my outline for my own paper to do - which is not your one word outline but a sentence outline that basically needs to be so complete you have pretty much wrote your paper, other group projects to work on and three tests that will occur in the next week. Then on top of that i am doing sioux city's summer band thing on sundays again this year which basically means i loose sunday pretty much completely for school work......... oh and i forgot i try to work at my job 10 hrs during the week too.
Needless to say i had a meltdown wednesday night in the car ride home from clinical trying to figure out how i was going to get everything done without having to commited. as the days have progressed since then i have been staying up late to get things done and have gotten a chunk of it done, but its so easy this semester to get stressed out with our schedule being so crazy and so much work to do.
I realize that i should probably not work and that i could get rid of band but those are the things that sometimes keep me sane. i don't have to think when i do them, they don't require an assessment, intervention, outcome plan to be put in place or ask the question what should you do to this patient...because hell if i know some days. i know doesn't that make you feel confident that i may be your nurse someday. i promise i will know more by then:)
well another 1am night i'm going to bed now.
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